How can i tell u? hm.. almost 5 years.. we do texting..chatting.. almost everyday we contacting each other. Trying harder to push this feeling away.. sometimes i did it~ but then, again.. its become harder. knowing you subscribed her fb.. making me feel so bad.. frustrating..but then, maybe  we should JUST be friend huh.. Bestfriend ? of course we are.. That's it.. people said.. someday, you will fall in love with ur bestfriend..

TRY ME !
YOU WILL DESERVE IT~

Life goes on..

Beach Day

I wonder how many times  a fake smile appear on my face. Kadang kita sendiri tidak mengerti mengapa di saat hancur hati bibir masih sedia mengukir senyuman. Kenapa perlu menjaga hati yang lain? kenapa perlu membiarkan diri terseksa ? mengapa ? dan mengapa? kenpa menyanggupkan diri menahan sakit dalam senyuman? kenapa? hidup dalam kepura-puraan .. sampai bila? walau ada batasan.. mengapa tidak pernah tiba? mungkin kebahagiaan wujud di saat melihat yang lain gembira.. ttp smpi bila menumpang kegembiraan yang lain?

Day by day..i realize .. one day .. i will miss this moment with you all..

Keep up the spirit!

im wondering how they can be so soft while listening.. for a moment... they realized.. but then.. its back to before.. huh... im just praying God will listen to my prayer.